The Death Of A Teenager

I'm turning 20 in a week and i don't know if i like that fact.

I like being a teenager

I never even imagined myself being 20, that's 2 whole decades!

I liked being 19, you're still a teenager.

But no, in a week I'll be a full fledged adult.

I don't even know what "being an adult" means. Being an independent teen was fun

Of course just because I reach adulthood, that doesn't mean I stop having a life; I don't have to stop having fun.

I also know alot of people who are getting married in their early twenties and the met "that special someone" when they were about 20. Who knows? Something beautiful could happen in the next year.

So I'm still undecided as to how i feel about turning 20. I have caught myself referring to myself as a "20 year old" and my current play list is called "20 Years Old" (for lack of creativity i named it that). I guess I was trying to ease myself into the age transition.

All I know is that being 20 will take some getting used to...