Why do I run from You, thinking that You can't see me?
Not only do You see what I do, You know my heart and my motives.
I don't even know those.
I don't know why I do it.
I take pleasure in doing what's wrong.
Why?
Shouldn't I take pleasure in doing the right thing?
This makes no sense
I know You'll forgive me, because You love me
I'm amazed at your patience with me.
I can't even begin to understand YOUR motives for loving me the way you do.
I know I don't deserve it.
None of it
I don't deserve to even be thought of by You
Yet You are constantly thinking about me
Then why do I hurt You?
I even KNOW I"m hurting You while I'm doing it
I need You to help me stop doing this
Otherwise...I'm trapped
Romans 7:15
I do no understand what I do. For what I want to do I do no do, but what I hate I do.
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